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Tuesday, May 03, 2005

ah,i think im not strong at all. /:
yea

after e maths,ms ginny tay LOCKED me inside the classroom.
and me,shingyi immediately burst into tears!
i cried like a kid who lost her mother at the mall
seriously speaking,i didnt know why also.
maybe its just too suprising
later on,ms tay came to apologised and said she was only playing a joke on me.
well, nvr mind.

alright.
its back to the books.
sighh.
wont be blogging unless something special happened.
its studying time.
till then people! (:

the girl missed her love 3:19 PM

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Tuesday, April 05, 2005

im very happy with my life,the way i project myself.
this is ME,this is SHINGYI. (:
yesyes.
although there are some troubles,conflicts,regrets, but im so sure dat im going to overcome it.
others may think im fake,i suck,so be it.
sarcastic remarks strenghtens me. really.
it doesnt bring me down,it doesnt hurt, it makes me even stronger.
bleah! so,thanks ya! :D
hahahahaha.
throughout these years, i've become the powerful SHINGYI! alr.
powerful as in, emotionally strong and of course mentally too.
no one can hurt me,shingyi. (:
try your best!

alright.
im trembling today on stage.
mdm cheng told us we choir went haywire.
-sighs

oh yes, i passed 2.4 run!
17.49
-beams :D

haha.
im so darn happy please!
YAY! (:

SYF IS ON THURS ONLY!

geesh,work hard,work smart.

okay,bye for now!

the girl missed her love 7:11 PM

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Thursday, September 23, 2004

hiyeee.long time not here liaos.
miss me?lol.
kks.i've changed my blog.
relink k?kaihui?lincoln?
gdgd.

http://strawberry-queen-.blogspot.com/

new bloggie

the girl missed her love 7:35 PM

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Saturday, September 18, 2004

jus finished breakfast.maths tution later at 10am.da tcher coming to my place.tis tcher is new one.she looked very innocent can.sweet.cute.haha.innocent gd.i dislyk ppl hu r full of motives.waiting to see me fall.i got tis all in sch.nvm.=).okaes.im off.

the girl missed her love 9:27 AM

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Friday, September 17, 2004

yeahs.im back.my sis nv sign out.heh.i can tok to her frens liao.bleah'z.guess wat dat lady said?when i go for my appointment.it is not fo fast go wear braces wan.must queue up and wait for three yrs??omigosh.by dat time i might haf forgotten dat i nidda to wear braces oredi.haha.after hearing tis,i got a big shock.dunno whether shld i feel happie or wat.den mama ask me if i wanted to go private one.no nid to wait for three years.but it is $3000+ ok?oh God.if i go to da govt one,it is oni $1000+.much cheaper.wah seh.mama lyk very rich liddat.;D.den stay and tok and tok wif da lady lor.den finally set a date liao.28/9/2004.yeap.morning lor.no nid go sch.hehe.tis date oni go for consultation.yups.

den went to c.p to haf dinner.walked around after dat.mama went to guardian to buy me new facial products.hais.diff brand one.den i haf to rmb wat time use wat type.everydae it is lyk i haf to spent one hr to do my face.use finish tis one,den use another one,den another,den another.-_-".i use so many facial products but i cant seem to see any results.haa.mama oso bought calcium pills for me and herself.calcium pills again.im drinking milk everydae.2 cups.den eating vitamin pills everydae too.eat tonics during weekends.ahh`im overly nourished.wahaha.but dats a luxury.=)im grateful for wat i haf.im much betta den alot ppl.my mama she3 de2 buys me stuffs dat is gd for my body and i get stuffs dat i want.im happie.mama oso sae dat im easily contented.yeap.thru my ambition.i wan to b a receptionist when i grow up.cuz receptionists r my idols.xD.i dunno why oso.or mayb i'll b a sales assistant or promoter.=l.mama asked if i wanted to b a business woman once if i haf da quality.i said no.business women mostly cant find happiness cuz dey r far too bz.everydae rush here and dere.at da end of da dae,u haf da money but u gain nothing.but u cant live without money too.so receptionist is da best.to me lah.mayb to lincoln,reception wrk is far too low class for him.diff ppl haf diff dreams ok linkky?dun look down on me. -beams- haha

the girl missed her love 10:10 PM

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whoa.going to see da dentist ltr.im wearing braces!heh.sssooo happie can.but lynn told mie dat u nidda pluck out some teeth b4 u put on braces.yew.er xing.painful oso.hais.kks.gotta go.=)

the girl missed her love 1:53 PM

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Thursday, September 16, 2004

had maths common test todae.yeap.i cried even b4 seeing dat paper.haa.i prayed three times while da tchers r giving out da papers.da qs were kinda diff for ppl lyk mie tis kind of standard.im so proud of myself for at least able to start to da qs.yeah.miracle.15 mins b4 da paper end,i suddenly rmb all da formulas.den i noe how to do liao.hehe.^-^ i tink i will fail lo.jia chang bian fan.hais.im trying hard liao.oni afew more wks to exams

the girl missed her love 8:22 PM

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Wednesday, September 15, 2004

hehe.not studying now.bleah'z.i'll study later lo.yeap.haf been doing maths tis few daes.sian neh.trying to rmb all da formulaes.urghs.oh yea.made a big big discovery tis morning.i actually manipulate my own dreams.shocked?last nite dat dream it actually come out dat ending i wanted it to be.i can control my dream in wat way i want it to b.im utterly shocked.at nite when i dream it is lyk playing playstation.haha.but it is true.i can control it.tsk tsk.i wan to ask da counsellor wat happened.hu noes.i might haf a superb brain leh.=D~ mie and jasmine are lyk very gd frens liddat.we even share da same enemy.haha.yeap.lyk tis morning,we saw her and both of us rush to da maths class lo.run ok?first floor saw her.den run to da fourth floor.crazy eh?cuz da both of us dun feel lyk looking at her.wahahaha.

im viewing dat conversation everydae.yeap.everydae.anna saes im viewing sumting dat hurt me and made my tears flow lyk river.am i sick?nope.i dunno why oso.it is lyk im da murderer and im everydae going to see da person i killed.sick.hehe.but but.now i nv cry when i see ler.in fact im making funny faces.bleah'z.training myself to b strong.i might expecting more of sucha stuffs in future.so mus get use to it.hehe.gotta go liao.studying.aarrrgghh~maths test tmr.i dun feel lyk studying.=p.bb.

the girl missed her love 4:08 PM

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Tuesday, September 14, 2004

urghs.yeap.made a agreement wif myself not to touch da com for three daes.jus lyk ms goh said,i am addicted to my com.hais.now me leg pain lyk hell lo.both ok?kneecap there.wah seh.so damn pain.i cant walk properly.i dunno whether i got feng shi bing ornot.shucks.of all things dat one.blame myself for not taking gd care of myself.

the girl missed her love 9:40 PM

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Sunday, September 12, 2004

wooohooo`sch's reopening tmr ler.gonna haf mondae blues tmr.hais.i dun feel going to sch.so sad.shang xin di.went to my cousin's b'dae party jus now.every1 seems so happie.while watching tv,i was biting my cup.den bite until ugly.cuz dat cup is styrofoam type de.i told my sis dat im designing da cup.haa.my cousin khaisiang asked if i wanted to play wif badminton them.i din wan to dissapoint him so i kip finding excuses.=/.i cant play badminton well.later i go and disgrace myself.yeap.ppl is run towards da shuttlecock and try to hit back.mi is run away frm da shuttlecock.i very scared it'll hit me.-_-".cant blame me lo.pri 3 dat time a basketball hit me right at my face.and i got big blue black on my nose.since den im very scared of games liddat.but sucha game is played during p.e den no choice lor.

oh yea.my tution tcher[saturdae class] said she wanted to gif me a pair puma shoes.den i was lyk"wat?"very shocked sia.i saw dat pair of shoes.pink colour wan.but it aint cheap.$99.85 lo.almost $100 liao.yeap.den plus more she asked me if i wanted t-shirts or jeans or skirts or bags or wat.i dun wan anything.it is lyk rude.to ask for presents.i haven told hweegeok tis news.yeap.we r both frm da same class.den it is lyk odd lor.how come we nv got da same treatment.

wont go online or even touched da com for three daes mondae to wednesdae.yep.studying for my maths common test.betta pass tis time.wish mie luck kaes?=)

the girl missed her love 6:43 PM

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